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You walk by so beautiful
Smiling on as you full fill
All the dreams you've ever dreamt
Every time is time well spent
Without a worry in the world
Still so young just like a girl
A child at heart, a child at play
Tomorrow always a beautiful day
Glowing warm and shining bright
Delicate kiss in the moonlight
Take the floor so you can dance
Mesmerized in such romance
People love as you pass bye
Glitter sparking in your eyes
Beautiful words escape your lips
Heart singing high on bliss
Anywhere you wish to go
Grassy greens or puffy snow
Someone nice will take you there
Giving hope and showing care
Sleeping softly as you tire
Curled up tight against the fire
Dream of feelings you know are true
The world loves a beautiful you
Beneficial Hurt
I wake up from my nightmare
But do not hear a sound
It's so hard to live my life
Without you being 'round
I miss the gentle breeze
That escapes from your lips
When you whisper me sweet lullabies
To calm me from eclipse
We use to cuddle close at night
It make me float away
Where I'd forget all the pains
That surrounded me today
And when we'd kiss goodnight
I knew the day would come
When we would be united
As we become one.
I wake up from my nightmare
But can not feel you breathe
You are no longer in my bed
Sleeping next to me
You use to be so wonderful
So generous and kind
Until you started hurting me
Leave me far behind
Even though it still hurts
I know that I've done right
I am getting stronger every day
Moving forward with my life
When I look back on this day
And everything that's been done
I will shine out the beauty
Of all that I've become.
Darkness
Sitting here lost and all alone
Curled up tight in your protective shell
Dwelling on the things that have been done
The things that turned your life to hell
Crying silently in the darkness
In the corner of your bedroom where the light doesn't shine
Falling down through life so helpless
If only you'd had the chance to turn back the time
To the past before the hopeless
Where every day was filled with dreams devine
The scent of happiness and bliss
To live that life just one more time
To feel the pleasure of happiness
Your mind is lost in the numb of pain
Blood pouring out from the cut of your vein
Can't believe you're doing it again
Nothing gets better, it all stays the same
Driving you further and further from sain
Corruption starts to take control
Crippling every aspect of your already tormented soul
You don't see it coming
Your mind away in a matrix of reality
Pulsing hurt screams from your heart
You can not bear the senses
Attacking your very existence
Tearing your entire life apart
The world turns black before your eyes
Hate loosing its stealthy disguise
You start to choak
Your body spasms
Moving closer to your gloomy demise
Nothing you do could stop it
Taking control once more
Your limbs collapse like a puppet
Falling limp upon the floor
Time floats away like your sorry existence
Lying there cold and lifeless
But the world continues oblivious
Almost as though you never existed
And when the warming rays of the sun
Glisten through the window one by one
You will pick up your life and start again
Another day in a paradise of never-ending pain.
Oblivious
Looking down on my life from the stars in the sky
Twinkling brightly as they pass me bye
They sigh
Unbeknownst to me, I have no control over my future
Weather forecasts call bleak and blue
Dimly true
Clouds roll in over my head, but still I stumble
Through the sleet and rain as the thunder rumbles
In a world filled with change and hope
I push my way through the choaking smoke
But I do not wait
Nothing stops me from my gloomy fate
I've felt the presence lingering through the times of my life
Every day I try to change but it never turns out right
Broken again from this endless fight
For happiness
My hair drenched with rain and sweat
Damp and cold
Secrecy holds a solid net
Of things never told
Tonight I am walking home with nothing there to see
Nothing in my hopeless life so void of sympathy
As the day turns to night
In the fading of the light
I see your shadow
Was it just my imagination
Or did you really smile at me
A soft and gentle smile, or a hard and evil glee?
Lost in temptation
Lightning strikes my shattered head, falling to my knees
I find myself begging please oh please
My subconcious has me now, but every day I still
Trudge through another memory without knowing or will
Never fullfilled
I never knew what I had done
Somehow I was blinded from the truth
Mind bumbling like innocent youth
I finally found someone
Like me, we are the same
Does that mean you feel my pain
This I doubt, you are so alive
Drifting clouds up in the sky
Leaving me far behind
Goodbye
Poem Of A Sad Girl
How can you keep doing this to yourself, seeing all the pain
that it causes you to feel each day and again and again.
You keep returning to the same place you were before,
Where you were hurt before,
Where you died before.
Maybe its' that you feel sorry for him, he doesn't have anything
in his life that makes him happy like you do, nothing
except the drugs and the drink and the mind-numbing things.
But step outside and see what I can see, he doesn't really
love you he just needs someone who thinks clearly,
he needs someone stable and strong, all the things he nearly
has if only he woke up and stepped away from misery.
So why do you continue to let yourself be dragged down
when you were so close to freeing yourself
from all that causes you pain and makes you feel depressed?
Maybe its' that he likes the things you like, or that
he always kisses you good morning no matter what.
Maybe its' that he understands the way you are both
struggling through life on dreams and hope.
Regardless of the reasons, can it truly justify
all the times when you are so angry all you can do is cry,
the days when he does the dope and makes you feel worthless
cast aside like rubbish all lost and helpless.
When he is looking not at you but at all the other
women he would die to have as a lover,
making you feel insecure,
making you stumble,
making you wish you were attractive.
Take a look from my perspective, what I see is a beautiful
young woman who is so vulnerable,
so fragile, who is being fooled
into thinking she is unpretty, unwanted, and insignificant.
But yet you still continue, faith and hope taking place
in your heart, thinking that things will get better,
that he will change one day and become the face
of the one that you want to spend your life with forever.
Sometimes it can pay to be naive
but not when you're struggling to breathe
So wake up from the nightmare and see that there are a million guys out there
who would do anything to be with you, who would be passionate, showing love and care
and all you need to do is free yourself from the shackles
that pull you down and hold you back from happiness.
The Day You Killed Your Future
Face of a man, mind of a child.
Stupid, or living in denial?
You act as though indestructible
But in reality you are just intolerable.
Your behaviour - unpalatable
And your cruel heart - insoluble.
Wake up, smell the stench you're emitting,
Feel the pain of your living graffiti.
See why others emote disgust
Forked tongue of venomous lust.
Somehow it seems you are oblivious
To the actions you perform so frivolous,
Taken for your internal bliss
And satisfaction.
How can you be so blind?
There is no saint in your subconscious mind.
Walking around with your nose up high,
Snobby.
But will you change?
Respect it not born overnight.
Trust is not won through victory of fight.
The scars you caused will never fade
Through good and bad they will remain
A blotch on your life, a permanent stain.
You are my brother, that is no sin,
Be there always through thick and thin.
But respect the morals I hold within
I will not be submissive,
Never forget and barely forgive.
Life is as plain as cause and effect,
The choices you make will impact on others.
Choose wisely, take the time to elect,
And tread lightly on the lives of your carers.
So awaken,
Aflame the glow that has never seen the light of day.
Turn the wheels, plant your moral seeds,
The path you build will determine your ultimate success.
Although never seen,
You have the ability to be much more than you have ever been.
Show me the brother that makes me proud,
Reject the shadow of the scowl,
Your life starts now.
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